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Oct. 30th, 2007 | 08:27 am

Once upon a time, there was a nerdy little boy from the southern reaches of Illinois. This little boy was as nerdy as they came. Video games, anime, music, fantasy, band, you name the nerdy subject, this little boy was a part of it. This nerdy little boy was very lonely, and very sad. He thought the whole world hated him, even tho he had plenty of family and friends who loved him, and couldn't get enough of his company. The little male was searching for something greater tho, something lacking a y chromosome. He searched far and wide, following girls like a lost puppy, starving for attention. He found a few here and there that would take interest in him, but more often than not, he would be put instantly into "the friends zone".

One day tho, as this boy was reaching adulthood, he met a girl that took interest in him, and didn't toss him into the friends zone. They started dating, and the boy grew more and more fond of this girl, more than just a crush, or just wanting female attention, this was something more. As this happened tho, he was already feeling the grasp of the real world, and learning what being a man really means. The boy dropped a lot of his hobby's behind, and with that, a few of his friends, but the boy was always making more. This boy got too a point in his life tho where he had priorities. School, work, a girlfriend, friends, and other hobbies, while before this was manageable, the boy found it ever more and more difficult. Some of his friends were more demanding than others, and this boy tried his hardest too bend for them, and do all he could, but one day, the boy got sick of working for others happiness, and realized the potential he had all along.

This boy than learned who his true friends where, the ones who have stuck with him through it all, and who have been there since the boy was just a lonely little nerd. The boys new friends didn't understand that this boy had just became a man. They threw little fits, and picked on the mans loved ones, and a man doesn't put up with that, now does he? Men stand up for those they love, and that's exactly what this man has done with every situation that has come his way, but not the way a typical man does with violence. Violence is far too easy of an out. This man prefers a more permanent and civil way. He removes these people from his life, and cuts all ties with them. He has too many friends as is, and doesn't need any extra that will just drag him down. This man is me, and he has finally realized his greatness.

I now understand what it means too me a man, a friend, and a lover. I also realize I'm a fairly popular guy, and I have more friends than I know what too do with, so I've just come up with a strict friend policy.

1.If you wrong me or a loved one in any purposeful way, you are removed from my life.
2.The above rule has the right too be decided by me, and may be weighed and forgiven by past "rights"

Those are the rules, simple huh? Is it really that hard for us all too get along? If you have recently been removed from my life, you will have received a notice in some way, shape, or form. I would also like too note that there is hard feelings toward you, but even that being true, I want you too have a great life, tho I hope I never have too see your face again. If you are still my friend, than I will hopefully see you soon! If you aren't in either of these groups, I have no hard feelings toward you, but you were probably more of an acquaintance anyways.

I want too end this post by adding this will be my last post, it's been fun livejournal, it really has been, but this man has no time for a journal. I wasted valuable time with this post, and I have no more too waste. I wish all my friends here a happy life, and enjoy posting too your online journal. I'd like too end with a nice quote.

"Well, if they made fun of you honey, they weren't your real friends anyways, and that means they don't matter!" - My Mom when I was crying too her about someone making fun of me when I was 12

Enjoy the real world everyone.

-Jer

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The long awaited update.

Nov. 27th, 2006 | 01:48 am

Not really, this update is hardly long awaited, but meh, who really cares?

Life has been going pretty awesome!

A month or so ago, I got my crappy job and McDonald's back and they are working my ass off let me tell you. Harsh hours, but the paychecks are nice. Still looking for a replacement for that job...it's just so hard in this area...

Tiffany and I's one-year is coming up rather quickly, Dec. 7th as a matter of fact. Still loving each other as much as always, still having as much fun as always.

Still playing WoW, my human mage (Evengelia) Is still 60 with scattered level 60 epics, and my human warrior (Kirkwood) is climbing the charts at 47 now. Still having a lot of fun with the game, still loving my guild and the members in it, and still having a blast with them. Anticipating the release of the expansion (Jan 16th!!!)

Wishing I could play more music games, but still not having a new ps2 is standing between me and beatmania IIDX. I want too import a guitar freaks controller really bad, but until I get a new ps2, that would be a bit silly.

Recently, I've become pretty attached too my Nintendo DS. Having fun with Children of Mana and Tetris, I want too get Final Fantasy 3 soon.

I'm writing up a d&d game too be played with some of my local friends here in Pinckneyville, I would invite others, but without the connection of Ryan too bridge the others, I don't think they want much too do with me, since I haven't herd anything from them since Ryan left.

Missing hanging out with Ryan and Austin, and anticipating there return home. I hope they are anticipating seeing me as well...we'll see =P

I've been listening too a lot more music recently, mostly delving deeper into all metal genres. Don't ask me what sparked this, but I have Austin too thank for getting me started.

That's about it, the update of my life. I hope at least *someone* reads it =P

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Aug. 22nd, 2006 | 08:18 am

I'm patching WoW...weee.

I ran in too Will and Jordan last night coming out of VC...it was kinda odd...hehe.

I emoted for them too wait, hopped on my mage, and yeah...not much else. I accidently one-hitted Will...haha...oops.

The end.

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Aug. 21st, 2006 | 05:09 am

So, lots has been going on apparently. I've been caught up in well, alot of things. I don't feel at liberty too discuss them here. I just wanted too make a post too let everyone know that I survive.

It's not as anyone cares, everyone who looks at my LiveJournal has moved on, and without me. Can't say I blame them, because I would have most likly did the same. As far as most people who have me on there "friends list", they probably will pass over this and see it as friends page clutter. That's basically all it is. This may be my last post on LiveJournal, and it may not be, but never-the-less, if you comment on this, I will get an E-Mail which I will read, and if you wanted too contact me, it's not as if you don't have my E-mail address or Phone number.

Once again, just a reminder I'm still alive. *waves*

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Squee!

Aug. 5th, 2006 | 06:10 pm

So, I love Tiffany. Tiffany has become my life, and I couldn't be happer. I tried too get together with friends, they didn't care nor believe the words I said, so as of now, in my eyes, they are no longer my friends.

It's not that I hate them, it's quite the contrary, it's just I can't consider people my friends if they want nothing too do with me. I've always been the one left out, you can comment with whatever reasoning you want behind ditching me, I could care less.

I don't think anyone ever really liked me too begin with. Even with a group of outcasts I'm still the outcast. So yeah, I no longer care. I've always been the type too choose one friend and stick with them. I have Tiffany, I still have my friends in Pinckneyville, and I don't care anymore about dealing with anyone else.

I'll end in saying that I love you Tiffany, with all and everything I am, and that will never change. People can say that I "Chose you over them" but we are the only ones who know the truth sweety...it's not like they would listen too it if I told them anyways...

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Jul. 22nd, 2006 | 04:59 pm

Evengelia hit 60 last night! I couldn't be more excited about it. Evengelia, level 60 human mage, Shadow Council. Look out horde! The alliance has a new 60 mage in there ranks!

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Friends....yeah....

Jul. 19th, 2006 | 10:41 am

So, I haven't been able too hang out with my friends as much lately, but it isn't completly my fault. I admit that I've been a bit absorbed into Tiffany and World of Warcraft. Things have been rough. Tiffanys car is broken so I have too drive her too work everyday. I get too sit at the mall for the 5-9 hours she is at work, it's a blast, expecally when you have no money. I usually end up sitting in the food court and playing my nintendo DS alone for about 3-4 hours, than walking around by myself, stop in too see Tiffany for a bit, followed by more sitting alone in the food court and playing my DS.

I have friends in the area, but they see me as a bad person for wanting too see them the only time I can afford too. I can see how it seems too them, but maybe they should know a whole story before they jump too conclusions.

So, insted of seeing friends, which this is an oppertunity too do, I just sit alone in the once food court, playing a hand-held system that hardly keeps me entertained, but hey, it's better than nothing. I don't even really care, Ryan complains that the only time "he hears from me" is when I'm down. True, but when is the last time I herd from him? The way he views things is completly egotistical and unfair, and frankly, I'm growing kinda tired of it.

I'm just so tired of dealing with this sort of thing, *expecally* sence I'm extremely stressed out with alot of situations. I simply can't deal with it right now. Whatever, I'm stopping before I say things I don't mean.

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So...it's been awhile.

Jul. 5th, 2006 | 03:42 am

Hello Livejournal! How have you been? Well, it's been a little over a month sence my last entry, so I thought I would update everyone on my life and how it's been.

Tiffany and I left Vienna...it sucked. Brittney made a horrable roommate, a pipe busted in my room...lots of bad things. We are now living together at my parents house. I would feel like I was intruding, but it was acually *there* idea, not mine. I'm very glad I have supportave parents that are acually caring, loving, and look out for my well being.

I feel bad because I haven't seen any of my friends really recently. I want too appologise. I've been spending a ton of time with Tiffany and it's been great, I just feel like my friends are left out a bit. I just wish people would try too contact me a bit more often.

My mage on Warcraft is up too level 56 and I respeced too fire. We are in the guild Devstyle now, which is a well-known, fun, end-game group. LBRS run tomarrow, AQ20 on friday ^.^

Things between Tiffany and I are great! We have never been closer! I love her with all my heart. We have been living together for over a month now. Gotta tell ya, great stuff.

I baught half-life. Let me repeat myself. I baught a FPS...yes...Jeremiah. I decided too give this FPS thing a go. I gotta tell ya, it's better on a PC...but still not good. It's fun for novelty when I'm bored tho.

I'm still currently unemployed...looking for a job. I feel worthless...if anyone has any suggestions, please let me know.

Well that's about it for now everyone. I wish I had more too update about, but alas, I don't. I'll talk too you all later I hope ^.^

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I have internet!!!

Jun. 4th, 2006 | 12:28 am

The downside? It's dial-up *cries*. Oh well it's only for a month.

I moved out everyone. I'm living with my lovely girlfriend and Brittney Gould. It's pretty cool. I love Tiffany and Brittney isn't around much, it's almost like she doesn't even live here sometimes. It's nice tho. I missed the internet...alot. Like I stated previously, I have dial-up...but it's just not the same. I'm falling more and more in love with my girlfriend every day. It's quite wonderful. I honistly have no idea what I would do if she were too heave my life now. She has become a part of me, an extension if you will. It's as if we are bound by the force (KotOR II...I know...)

Anyways...being moved out is pretty ok...the house is kinda nice and yeah...great...everything is great. I'll update later when I have more too say.

Bye!

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May. 20th, 2006 | 03:41 pm

Today was honistly the *hardest* day I have ever worked at that stupid restaraunt...The thing is, it was saposed too be my day off. 7-4, non-stop work, non-stop orders. There was seriosally not one second from the time I walked in too the time I walked out where there wasn't an order on the screen.

I acually got my break, an hour later than usual, but I got it, which suprised and amazed me. There was apparently *alot* happening in Pinckneyville. Something about regionals for baseball or some shit and yeah...lots of shit. Saturdays are busy anyways because of people traveling thru Pinckneyville too get too other places, such as St. Louis. Ok...let me hit you with something.

On a normal saturday breakfast we have 4-5 people in grill alone and it is around 800-900 dollers profit on average. That is the normal, managable work load for 5 people, even tho the corperation says we *should* have at least 6 with that much sales. Today we had 4 people, and it was a $1600 breakfast. That is over double...according too company standards, we *should* have had 12-13 people in the grill alone. We had 4. That same fun continued *all* *day*. Horrible. Oh well, I'm going too go take a nap because it was even worse because I had no sleep the night before.

SLEEP!

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